Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

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with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

you cannot feed someone truth

so the method has to be autonomous

was it worth it

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

is this you as well

its good

yeah

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

ahnaf abrar

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

magnetisation/form