barren land
it is hopeful
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
in a post. I want to be remembered
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
I am below everything.
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.i really havent
the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
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i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it