its good
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
i am quite illiterate on producing technology
really i want the internet
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
you cannot feed someone truth
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
I am below everything.
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
plato
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
yeah
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
autonomy of learning
you have a beautiful account btw