Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

yeah

your feed looks like my tumblr

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Slug

so an active mazelike process

was it worth it

It Will Get Lighter

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

so the method has to be autonomous

December 2025

the site i am dreaming

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

lol

all that is to say

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.


i see a website


so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Rain, starting

send your tumblr

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now