I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
you have a beautiful account btw
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
it is hopeful
no longer writing in the third person
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
isaac
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
i love it here