so at the end


"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.


something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.




I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.


isaac newton

its good

whats your name?

sorry i am texting like a slav

no i haven't really read anything

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

as in

Today I felt like starting

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.