but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

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"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

not their contents

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

brb i will read and reply sincerely

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Better Lift

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

you have a beautiful account btw

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

division of reality is straying away from it

Style

"Put a blanket."

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

It Will Get Lighter

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

it is hopeful