But seriously, thank you, Jack, for telling me that I could submit this to a high-level literary magazine or creative nonfiction outlet with some minor tweaks. I don't think I will do that.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

sorry i am texting like a slav

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

and the fake qualifier

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

much more tactility

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

we need to be deconstructing our identities

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

so at the end

magnetises a pin

all that is to say

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

was it worth it

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

we can only engage in such a way

so an active mazelike process

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class