a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Better Lift

It's dusk in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox. It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache. I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

ahnaf abrar

so an active mazelike process

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

i really havent

this will be about a slug

wait what is that

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

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Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life


ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


It Will Get Lighter