a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
Better Lift
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
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ahnaf abrar
so an active mazelike process
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
i really havent
wait what is that
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
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ahnaf is it worth reading all those books