Can I see

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

as in

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

idk

we need to be deconstructing our identities

what do you think my name is

autonomy of learning

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

ahnaf abrar

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

yeah

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

in a post. I want to be remembered

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

its performative