i understand

what do you mean

yeah

i really havent

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

currently

feel you

so the method has to be autonomous

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

no i haven't really read anything

plato

ion

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i dont understand magnetisation

we can only engage in such a way

plato

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the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Style

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Better Lift


my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?