which magnetises chains of pins
lol
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
or never left
i understand
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities
i love it here
barren land
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
that looks like my instagram account
sorry i am texting like a slav
is this you as well
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
fw
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
There is a pretty persistent ambient hate in England, a lot of people say vile shit about Muslims or immigrants or whatever, but in my experience most people aren't actual white supremacists. They have a black friend who they get a beer with. One of the good ones. Etc.
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.
yeah
its good
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.