i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

brb i will read and reply sincerely

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

It Will Get Lighter

Worse Lift

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

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no longer writing in the third person

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

autonomy of learning

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

not their contents

is this you as well

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

in a post. I want to be remembered

so the method has to be autonomous