i love it here

that looks like my instagram account

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

as in

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

so an active mazelike process

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

the site i am dreaming

Slug

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

much more tactility

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

magnetisation/form

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

division of reality is straying away from it

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

was it worth it

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03


and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

really i want the internet

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

thank you

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

...

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.