really i want the internet

A procession forms behind the French Raj and his fireworks bearer as they head out the door. I've lost my Korean colleague / fresh meat in the chaos. I'm sure he'll be able to fend for himself. They have mandatory military service in Korea.

idk

December 2025

god being the centre magnet

we need to be deconstructing our identities

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

i love it here

is this you as well

and the fake qualifier

like first name

i was tempted to lie about my name

no i haven't really read anything

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

abrar?

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

yeah

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

kind of mythopoesis

what do you think my name is

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

It Will Get Lighter

It Will Get Lighter

its good

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Slug

13, H, grate