whats your name?

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

There is a pretty persistent ambient hate in England, a lot of people say vile shit about Muslims or immigrants or whatever, but in my experience most people aren't actual white supremacists. They have a black friend who they get a beer with. One of the good ones. Etc.

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a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Rain, starting

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

i dont understand magnetisation

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

isaac newton

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

as in

no longer writing in the third person

13, H, grate

in a post. I want to be remembered

we can only engage in such a way

that looks like my instagram account

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Style

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

It Will Get Lighter