abrar?

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i was tempted to lie about my name

magnetises a pin

i want to do that too

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

division of reality is straying away from it

lol

its good short few pages

we can only engage in such a way

is everyoneback on tumblr now

i have read not even 1 book

no like which do people call me

feel you

isaac newton

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

lol yea

all that is to say

Style

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

it is hopeful

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.


i understand

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

no i haven't really read anything

like magnets

It Will Get Lighter

so the method has to be autonomous

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

which magnetises chains of pins

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

isaac

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever