I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

so an active mazelike process

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

"Put a blanket."

so the method has to be autonomous

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Style

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

currently

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models


i am quite illiterate on producing technology

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

much more tactility

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

I am below everything.

all that is to say

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

autonomy of learning

It Will Get Lighter

It Will Get Lighter

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged