He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.

brb i will read and reply sincerely

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

kind of mythopoesis

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

but really the thing should be autonomous

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Better Lift

really i want the internet

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Rain, starting

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

It Will Get Lighter

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

so the method has to be autonomous

in a post. I want to be remembered

plato

and the fake qualifier

Better Lift

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

its good

god being the centre magnet

i understand

Worse Lift