Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I am below everything.

plato

propensity within someone

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i have read not even 1 book

Better Lift

the site i am dreaming

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i dont understand magnetisation

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

was it worth it