i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

really i want the internet

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

division of reality is straying away from it

you cannot feed someone truth

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Thank you, Jack

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

currently

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Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

It Will Get Lighter

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful