was it worth it

Thank you, Jack

magnetisation/form

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

as in

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

you have a beautiful account btw

its performative

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

kind of mythopoesis

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

thank you

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.