i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

autonomy of learning

is everyoneback on tumblr now

no like which do people call me

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

much more tactility

thank you

and the fake qualifier

i really havent

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

is this you as well

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

its good

its good

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i want to do that too

no longer writing in the third person

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

so an active mazelike process

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

ahnaf abrar

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

bro i read nothing in my life

"Put a blanket."