Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
its performative
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
Thank you, Jack
but i respect your search
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
currently
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
Today I felt like starting
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
its good
you have a beautiful account btw
...
i was tempted to lie about my name
yeah
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
i love it here
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything