i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

as in

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

so the method has to be autonomous

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

Slug

we can only engage in such a way

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

I am below everything.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

not their contents

Today I felt like starting

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

but i respect your search

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

you have a beautiful account btw