The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

so at the end

thank you

or never left

propensity within someone

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i have read not even 1 book

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

your feed looks like my tumblr

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in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

the site i am dreaming

2 (actually index). two is company

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

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Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.