I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
Better Lift
plato
was it worth it
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
is this you as well
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
idk
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
i was tempted to lie about my name
feel you
and the fake qualifier
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate