it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

was it worth it

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59


you cannot feed someone truth

division of reality is straying away from it

its good

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

is this you as well


I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

whats your name?

like first name

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

so the method has to be autonomous

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

its good

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