the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?
so at the end
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
ion
abrar?
we can only engage in such a way
isaac
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
much more tactility
not their contents
its good
we need to be deconstructing our identities
i understand
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
have you read
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
plato
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
ahnaf abrar
lol yea
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged