what do you think my name is

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

much more tactility

i have read not even 1 book

so at the end

yeah

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

barren land

i love it here

lol yea

lol

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

like first name

bro i read nothing in my life

yeah

abrar?

and the fake qualifier


this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

division of reality is straying away from it

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

was it worth it

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

we want to live the knowledge too live the content