plato
no longer writing in the third person
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
i understand
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
in a post. I want to be remembered
i dont understand magnetisation
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
isaac
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
as in
we can only engage in such a way
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
so the method has to be autonomous
feel you
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."