Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
"Put a blanket."
I am below everything.
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
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i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
brb i will read and reply sincerely
no longer writing in the third person
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now