Rain, starting

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

yeah

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

its performative

so the method has to be autonomous

division of reality is straying away from it

or never left

so at the end

autonomy of learning

as in

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them