Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

wait what is that

send link

no longer writing in the third person

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

in a post. I want to be remembered

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

hello reader,

Worse Lift

and the fake qualifier

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

...

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

it is hopeful

so the method has to be autonomous

i love it here

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

i dont understand magnetisation

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

abrar?

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03