brb i will read and reply sincerely

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

no longer writing in the third person

Thank you, Jack

Better Lift

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

currently

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

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but i respect your search

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

IWGD

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

kind of mythopoesis

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting