is this you as well

what do you think my name is

no like which do people call me

much more tactility

magnetisation/form

not their contents

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

abrar?

isaac

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

no i haven't really read anything

i love it here

its good

its performative

you have a beautiful account btw

yes

whats your name?

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i want to do that too

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

we need to be deconstructing our identities