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I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

kind of mythopoesis

Thank you, Jack

its good

not their contents

what do you mean

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

was it worth it

its good short few pages

magnetises a pin

all that is to say

autonomy of learning

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos