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the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thank you, Jack

really i want the internet

but i respect your search

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Better Lift

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Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

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I am below everything.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i see a website

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Picture

hiding from the rain

no longer writing in the third person

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

yes