a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

really i want the internet

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Worse Lift

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

It Will Get Lighter

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

in a post. I want to be remembered

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17