i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

kind of mythopoesis

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

or never left

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

autonomy of learning

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not their contents

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

propensity within someone

Picture

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

all that is to say

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

magnetisation/form

so the method has to be autonomous

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

yeah

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

fw

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

we can only engage in such a way

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it