it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Lift Analysis

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

like first name

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

god being the centre magnet

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

thank you

have you read