Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

its performative

it is hopeful

you have a beautiful account btw

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

IWGD

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

Style

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

A roll of 50s is one of the items he dumps onto my table during the search. Of course it is. He asks if I'm a delivery boy or a setter or this or that diamond related job. I keep saying no, I'm enjoying hearing all of these new words. Eventually I tell him that I work in film, which is kind of true. He asks where I'm filming. I'm not filming. He tells me that I can't be that good at it then. He then tells me that he made a film once, in the 80s. It was called Pimlico Rats.

not their contents

its good

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

isaac newton

and the fake qualifier

Lift Analysis

barren land

yes

so at the end

13, H, grate

not so on: yvf(wthw)

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now