It Will Get Lighter

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

really i want the internet

kind of mythopoesis

we need to be deconstructing our identities

fw

no longer writing in the third person

Style

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

so an active mazelike process

so at the end

you cannot feed someone truth

propensity within someone

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet


Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

It Will Get Lighter

we can only engage in such a way

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you


that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

Thank you, Jack

so the method has to be autonomous

as in