Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

part of an old note. It will get lighter.
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

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Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

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December 2025

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2 (actually index). two is company

was it worth it

no longer writing in the third person

in a post. I want to be remembered

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

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hello reader,

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

Rain, starting

propensity within someone

so the method has to be autonomous

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation