i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

ahnaf abrar

its good

magnetisation/form

isaac

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i love it here

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December 2025

the site i am dreaming

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


isaac newton

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

i understand

It Will Get Lighter

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

its performative

so the method has to be autonomous

idk

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

what do you think my name is

lol yea


i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying