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no longer writing in the third person

but i respect your search

currently

Picture

Better Lift

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

god being the centre magnet

what do you think my name is

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

you have a beautiful account btw

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting