the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
but i respect your search
kind of mythopoesis
I am below everything.
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
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Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
in a post. I want to be remembered
no longer writing in the third person
yes
i want to do that too
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
really i want the internet
plato
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
idk