feel you

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

I am below everything.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

"Put a blanket."

currently

It Will Get Lighter

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

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lol

much more tactility

i have read not even 1 book

in a post. I want to be remembered

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

or never left

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

yeah

so an active mazelike process

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

idk

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

its performative

no longer writing in the third person

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation