something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever


with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Worse Lift

in a post. I want to be remembered

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue


it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

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so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Rain, starting

yeah

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

its good

which magnetises chains of pins

its good short few pages

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

its good

yeah

It Will Get Lighter

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

have you read

sorry i am texting like a slav