i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
its good
its good short few pages
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
ahnaf abrar
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
its performative
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
propensity within someone
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
sorry i am texting like a slav
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
hiding from the rain
is this you as well
we need to be deconstructing our identities
currently
we can only engage in such a way
i want to do that too
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
yeah
it is hopeful
have you read
division of reality is straying away from it